"Moon"

I saw the dance,

Above in the moon,

Of the romance,

We had that gone to soon.

Match made above,

So I thought,

We where full of love,

Your heart was the one I waited for and sought.

As I saw the moons sliver turn gray,

Seen through my so many painful tears,

As the love I wanted so bad went away,

I became frozen with the reality of my fears.

No more of your love to me,

Thinking with my tears in my heart I taste,

Am I now just a memory?

All that time I gave, was it a waste?

I stop and stare thinking who am I?

Thinking we where special just throw me in the trash,

I know it's over now, thinking otherwise would be a lie,

Once we had flames, now it's over left only with ash.

How could I have fell in love with you?

Kick me out, spit me out, threw me away,

As I would not do,

I really thought you wanted me to stay.

Feeling inside with such a disgrace,

Sharing myself with you all for not,

Slapped by reality in my face,

Feelings coming back when I was hurt before ones I thought I forgot.

Now I see a full moon and I cry,

The sad beauty of the dance one danced above,

As our love once burning now left to die,

In the moon is your face, the one I think of.

As life must go on day to day,

Feeling like it is the end,

Going on with my life today,

Deep pain inside, outside a happiness I will pretend.

Albert Alexander Bukoski.©.